HEART-RENDING INSTANT OF MY LIFE
- - Everyone
in this world must have gone through the thick and thin parts of their life.
Happiness and sadness is part and parcel of life. We cannot barricade those
parts of life rather embrace with much confidence even though it sounds bitter.
Similarly
I have had experience of many downfalls in my life. Of many moments I had, the
one moment in my life that I still remember is the death of my father. It was
sometime two year back while our families except dad were attaining the funeral
of our late grandfather. Out of blue we received a call from the village saying
that our father is missing. Soon after that me and my mom directed towards
the village. To our surprise, our father has appeared into thin air.
When
I heard this, I couldn’t believe with my ears and I was speechless for a
moment. I was saddened about the fact that I could not do anything when he was
alive. I could not bear the pain of losing a man who had cared and loved me
beyond measures. It was one of the saddest moments because our family lost two
members at a time and we had to bear the brunt of losing two decease. I didn’t sleep a wink that night. I tossed
and turned as I wrestled with train of thoughts of his lost.
It was more painful for me when we even failed
to understand the reason that leads to his death. It was mystery and is still
mystery for us. The cloud of suspicion still dwells in my mind.
I
still feel the pain when I review and recollect those days.
Now within every cell of my body, I feel his
importance though it is a day late and dollar short. I never knew that my life
would be incomplete in your absence. I
still miss his advice that he would give me always and he was the one and only
superman of my life. He taught me many profound lessons that no one could give.
I wish I could turn back the clock and live in those days but gone are those
days. Thinking of those makes me sadder. So I conclude here by saying “ I LOVE
YOU DAD” and I pray to god to be born as
your son in my next life so that I
could make you proud which I could not do in this life.
