Hear -Rending Instant Of My Life

                                                                                                                                                                                                            HEART-RENDING INSTANT OF MY LIFE

-          - Everyone in this world must have gone through the thick and thin parts of their life. Happiness and sadness is part and parcel of life. We cannot barricade those parts of life rather embrace with much confidence even though it sounds bitter.

Similarly I have had experience of many downfalls in my life. Of many moments I had, the one moment in my life that I still remember is the death of my father. It was sometime two year back while our families except dad were attaining the funeral of our late grandfather. Out of blue we received a call from the village saying that our father is missing. Soon after that me  and  my mom directed towards the village. To our surprise, our father has appeared into thin air.

When I heard this, I couldn’t believe with my ears and I was speechless for a moment. I was saddened about the fact that I could not do anything when he was alive. I could not bear the pain of losing a man who had cared and loved me beyond measures. It was one of the saddest moments because our family lost two members at a time and we had to bear the brunt of losing two decease.  I didn’t sleep a wink that night. I tossed and turned as I wrestled with train of thoughts of his lost.

 It was more painful for me when we even failed to understand the reason that leads to his death. It was mystery and is still mystery for us. The cloud of suspicion still dwells in my mind.

I still feel the pain when I review and recollect those days.

 Now within every cell of my body, I feel his importance though it is a day late and dollar short. I never knew that my life would be incomplete in your absence.  I still miss his advice that he would give me always and he was the one and only superman of my life. He taught me many profound lessons that no one could give. I wish I could turn back the clock and live in those days but gone are those days. Thinking of those makes me sadder. So I conclude here by saying “ I LOVE YOU DAD”  and I pray to god to be born as your son in my next life so that  I could make you proud which I could not do in this life.